Good evening mina-san. Genki? Sorry about being a little distant lately (again), but there's been a lot with school (nope, that's a lie...it's just felt like a lot) and I haven't felt like I've had a lot to say (that is true). And when you have nothing to say, you might as well shut up (well I almost never do, even if I have nothing to say, but that's irrelevant now). But now I'm here, because there are some things I feel like writing down and I can't quite post them on my other blog (yes I have two, I told you right?), so I'm going to bitch to you guys instead (haha, good for you).
The thing is, I've felt sort of out of whack the last couple of days. (Yes, again.) I suppose you all know by now (well at least all Vox people) that I don't do well with darkness and cold...at least not on my own. And I suppose you have guessed it: It's the I am 21 years old and I've never had a boyfriend thing that's haunting me again. I know that this is something I have to work on not being so bothered with, because moping doesn't make anything better, but it's not the easiest thing in the world, you know (?). Most of the time it's okay, but then comes the cold and the rain and the darkness and it just gets me down every now and then. Sure I like being alone, but not every evening, and...oh I don't know (!).
I suppose I'm just a little bit of a mess right now. It'll be fine though. Soon. I hope.